¡Hola Familia!
Fue una semana
pesada con muchas lĂĄgrimas. I am not going to lie, this week was a super
hard week for me. There was just one thing after another and y'all
might want to hold on to your seats for this week because it was a crazy
one!
So first thing
you all should know. We got a call Monday evening from the APs telling
us we were having an emergency transfer. One of the Hermanas in
Lexington Sur went home and so Hermana Espinoza and I got transferred to
Lexington Sur with Hermana Banks. First of all it's a party being in a
trio, I don't think I've ever laughed so hard in my life and the work is
just a lot easier with one extra person, I love it. So we are living in
Lexington now in our own apartment but we still cover all the Spanish
areas. We've had a lot of Spanish speaking missionaries go home early so
right now we are covering four Spanish areas which is like eight
English areas, it's a little crazy. We moved in on Thursday and I'm
still debating whether or not I want to unpack my things!
Vicente... đđđ we
didn't have his baptism yesterday. During the week we had a lesson with
him and we were practicing the baptismal interview and in the middle of
it he told me he is in love with me. Honestly, we weren't expecting it
at all. It broke my heart. We explained to him that as missionaries we
don't have relationships with people on the mission. We dropped his
baptismal date because we want him to get baptized for the right reason.
So the missionaries will pick him back up after I go home and make sure
it happens the right way.
We found a
solid investigator last Monday, his name is Sergio. He is a former
investigator that Hermana Espinoza knows really well. When we went to
visit him he was super excited and accepted a baptismal date for
September 10, he told us he is still living all of the commandments and
wants to be baptized. Well the week went by and after we moved to
Lexington we had another lesson with him and he basically said he has
too many doubts and we found out he has a pretty bad addiction. The
lesson was super draining, emotionally and spiritually. I think he will
be baptized, not on September 10 and probably not any time soon, but he
will be baptized.
So there's the
Duarte family. The missionaries have been teaching them for two years
and they had a baptismal date for September 3. We went over on Thursday
for a lesson with them and at first I thought it was going really well
but then they told us they found some unfavorable material and they
cannot and will not have a testimony in Joseph Smith or the Book of
Mormon. They told us there's no way they were getting baptized on
September 3.
I was so sad
that day. I felt like all of the people that were so solid and were for
sure getting baptized slipped right through our hands. I felt like it
had to be my fault, I was bad luck! The rest of the week was super hard
as well, so many people were so mean to us, even some of our own
members. All of our investigators were falling away, and we had so much
stress of taking care of so many people in such a big area. My Spanish
was horrible this week, I felt like I couldn't say anything I wanted to
and people made sure to let me know I couldn't speak Spanish. I missed
Frankfort and Versailles and was so sad to leave it with just a few
weeks left and to be honest there were a few nights that Hermana
Espinoza and I just sat together and cried haha!
But there was
one night I started feeling sorry for myself but then Dad rescued me. It
was after the Duarte's lesson and like I said I was just feeling sorry
for myself. When we got in for the night I got on my knees and asked
Heavenly Father for help to get rid of these feelings and just asking
Him why it was so hard this week. Dad wrote me an email and told me to
read the talk "Foundations of Faith" and so I did and it turned my week
around. There were two scriptures in the talk and the spirit taught me a
lot. It said:
"If the very
jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my
son (daughter), that all these things shall give thee experience, and
shall be for thy good. The Son of Man hath descended below them all. Art
thou greater than he?”
My thoughts
were quickly turned to the Savior. He went through what no person has
ever had to go through, He descended below us all. He felt more pain and
heart ache than I could ever imagine. But yet He never complained. He
never felt sorry for Himself. He continued to turn outwards. And I
needed to do the same.
Missions are
hard. This is the hardest thing I've ever done but it's supposed to be
hard. It wasn't easy for the Savior, and it won't be easy for us either.
"Salvation really is not a cheap experience." This week was a wonderful
opportunity for me to take my own advice (be happy) and to apply the
Atonement of Jesus Christ in my own life. As I continued to study the
conference talks I read:
"Through His
life, suffering, death, and Resurrection, He removed every impediment to
our rejoicing and finding peace on this earth."
I have no
excuse not to be happy because I have the Atonement. The Savior removed
every impediment and as I relied on Him this week it was incredible to
see my attitude change as I looked to the Savior instead of myself.
And throughout
the craziness of this week there was so much laughter and so much fun.
Hermana Espinoza and Hermana Banks are incredible and are two of my best
friends. It might be a bad idea to have the three of us together
because we can't stop laughing. And even though it felt like the world
was falling apart a little bit this week it was so easy to see God's
kindness every single day.
We had
interviews with President Hughes and interviews are always so uplifting,
Sister Hurt from Shelbyville came to Frankfort and it was such a
blessing to see her! Sister Goodspeed was feeling better this week, we
had a great turnout at fĂștbol, and we had 10 investigators at church
yesterday and 2 less actives. And last night as I was talking to
Heavenly Father I poured out my heart and had some questions for Him.
This morning when I woke up I had three emails from people I haven't
heard from in a while and every single email answered one of the
questions from my prayer last night. It's incredible how aware God is
and how He is always so merciful and always giving. I am so grateful for
Him and my Savior. They saved me once again this week.
I'm sorry for
being a little negative this week but I hope you all know I love my
mission so much. I love this work and I am happy. And I have good news!!
Swiss Days this week!!!!! Have so much fun and know I'm always praying
for y'all! I love you all and be happy, because life is too short to be
anything else.
Con amor,
Hermana Swapp
PS: "But if ye
will turn to the Lord with full purpose of heart, and put your trust in
him, and serve him with all diligence of mind, if ye do this, he will,
according to his own will and pleasure, deliver you out of bondage."
-Mosiah 7:33
Solar Eclipse 2k17 "It's better to look up."
Selfie with Sergio
Fun fact for you all: Frankfort is the capitol of Kentucky
Sister Hurt
Sister Goodspeed
The White family
How I felt about packing this week.
The Trio
I'm not really sure
A super cool apron I found
The Apron is us.
Me this week
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